Thursday, December 22, 2011
Hey You, I don't have a story to share - besides all the good ones you've already told!! But I wanted to talk to you...... I've been having a hard time this Christmas and Vern's been worried sick about me. Life just isn't the same anymore Janet, Nicole is grown and had her own life and really doesn't want to be bothered with a lunatic Mother and I just miss you so *effin* much. Some days I think you are just living far away and that's why we don't spend much time together anymore, then I think if I could just pick up the phone and hear your voice I'd feel better. But I can't - I talk to you most every day but you never speak back. When we left Kitchener we made a pack that we wouldn't let our friendship fizzle, we promised to take turns visiting each other every month no matter what. For the most part we came good on our promise didn't we? God we had so much fun. Even Digger and Chev loved each other haha. It's really hard to keep the friendship going without you here you know ....... and I cry now more than I laugh, but I Keep a small bottle of Bacardi on my shelf next to your picture, its not for me (I hate that sh*t).... I keep it for you in case you ever come back to me. I miss you so much and I love you even more, I will keep your memory alive in my heart for as long as I breathe. Thanks for being my best friend Jani-bird, Merry Christmas!! xoxoxo
"I wouldn't know what to say, I wouldn't know what to do, if you came back from heaven
and I could look at you. Would I fumble for the words? Would I be a little shy? Would I bust right out with laughter? Or break right down and cry? Oh,if you came back from heaven, would it be like it was then? Could we just pick up,where we left off and be best friends again? Oh,if you came back from heaven, it would freeze me in my tracks, and I hope God knows,if he let you go, I'd never send you back"
